S H O U T I N G

I feel like SHOUTING!!

I want to shout out of frustration! To release it to the great cosmic void and be done with it!

Unfortunately, I can’t. I’m not even restricted to the confides of a four-wall cubicle in an office.  I don’t have enough privacy to shout on top of my lungs without disturbing my officemates. … So the best next thing…write it down.

Urgh!!! I’m frustrated at people really.  I’m trying to be a bigger person than my frustration.  After all, I promised to love my neighbor as Jess did.  Meaning, I’m SHOULD be ready to be hurt, vulnerable and be inconvenienced.  But I still feel frustrated though… URGH!!!